Waiting

Do you know how long have I been lying here waiting? 6 freaking years. People kept on saying that my future is good, but the more I go towards my future or time goes by, the worse it becomes. There were many guys that I liked in the past too and they had been waiting for me. In the end, they all gave up and left. I kept getting heart-broken for like four or five times already and I’m really tired of it. I really hate my life. 

My life is just waiting, nothing else.

I don’t believe that I will have a good future. 

Hoping to meet a guy (Please help)

Ok so in a few years I would like to meet a guy that is super niceeeeee and kinddd and with a heart of gold 😁 and good natured. AND trustworthy.

I am very starry-eyed with people who are in a happy relationship. Why are they so lucky?

I had written the bottom part because I met the Taiwanese king man who talks to me through here all the sudden.

But I also don’t want a boring image for Cham (I learned that Cham is Acehnese, Sumatra after looking at Cham origin) (Because of Farachi said wives are boring) (And Taiwanese girls said big wives are boring compared to small wives)

Thank you for giving the encouragement because I feel like I have so much bad luck with people and life.

The reason why I had written this is because of those kids that talk like the computer obsessed and minecraft obsessed, because I drew a Ten of Cups for my Tarot cards future spread and they were laughing and making fun of my Ten of Cups card.

Edited: August 24, 2022; (after meeting with videogames characters) you have to be a guy who is completely dislike sex faces. I think you have to not like those faces at all. I don’t like those faces either. I actually hate them. But I don’t want guys to be bored.

Therefore I want to explain that you should find someone else. Because no matter what you will like sex faces

Okay So I got down the sex faces. Now I have a big problem. The dancing problem. (Someone said they like dancer)

(I got so mad T_T)