Do you know how long have I been lying here waiting? 6 freaking years. People kept on saying that my future is good, but the more I go towards my future or time goes by, the worse it becomes. There were many guys that I liked in the past too and they had been waiting for me. In the end, they all gave up and left. I kept getting heart-broken for like four or five times already and I’m really tired of it. I really hate my life. 

My life is just waiting, nothing else.

I don’t believe that I will have a good future.